Monday, September 3, 2007

Weekend ramblings

This weekend has been kind of rough. I am dealing some things in my married life that I never thought would come up. Its been tough going for a few months now and its getting time to make some serious decisions. I did not get married to get divorced but I feel like only one of us is willing to sit down and work on our issues and the other one is emotionally (and physically) absent. Its heartbreaking. It sucks.

Went for a kick-ass mountain bike ride yesterday(2hours). It felt great because it was the first time that I've been on serious trails in about 6 years. WOW what a rush.......

Saturday I went to the beach and spoke with my cousin. We had beers and hung out all day. The weather was perfect then we got some chow....really good day but no Tina(wife).....she was out with her friends all day...

I am not ultra religious. But i do believe in a higher power. I do pray. Its funny...I used to pray like I was ordering Chinese food. I want a number 1, 5, 7 , and 15......I still pray but I am just praying for guidance and to make the right decision(either way).

Take care

5 comments:

Duane said...

Hang in there and don't give in to the food!

Julia said...

Maybe you can see a counselor together before making any permanent decisions? Sometimes it's good to have a third person in there to help you both see what roles you really have in the relationship. The "praying" or asking for what you want does help (at least for me though mine isn't exactly praying but rather asking Source Energy for what I want).

Tea said...

Bob--I'm so sorry to hear things are not going well. Even during stressful times, you CAN stay on task. Training and eating right will help you get through this. At the same time, take it easy on yourself. I'm thinking about you. (I'll email you later this morning.)

Signed,
Your #1 fan.

Tea said...

the new picture is HILARIOUS!

Tea said...

and i hope you're doing ok.